12 July 2008
After a bit of experience...by NR
Trying to write creatively at this moment presents a great challenge for me, as I am tired beyond measure. We have had the best stories created by this adventure. The first day of walking, we started out strong and excited. When we got past perhaps the most difficult climb, I began to get very sick. Throwing up several times and having no strength to continue, Em decided that we needed to change plans. (I was sick enough that I put up little arguement!) Christina was sitting at the bar of the one water stop we had for the day. She happened to be driving to our next stop and volunteered to take me for 15 euros. Being Barbara´s daughter, I had attracted a women pilgrim that was crying and wanted to travel with me down the mountain. Don´t worry, I sent Emily with our new friend, Dianna, who promised to not leave her side. We were both upset but decided that God had a story planned for this day, and boy did sHe! As I traveled down the mountain by bus, we had to stop every few miles to let me vomit (excuse my forwardness.) The¨lost soul¨ that joined me continued to cry and say how she no longer wanted to live. I asked Christina to drop me off at the bus station, but she would not leave me alone with the depressed woman. So she waited as I prayed with this 40 year old woman who needed agape type love and grace, and sent her on a bus to her home on the promise that she would seek help. After I took care of her, Christina gracefully took care of me. She brought me to the doctor, where I got a shot for infection (altitude sickness?) and the doctor sent me on my way. Then we went to her house where I took a nap and she made me hot tea--a true saint! After we left her home, she drove me to the next town where I would meet Em. Both the doctor and Christina asked me to pay NOTHING.
I´ve never been so glad to hug Emily´s neck as she came over the last hill to meet me in Roncevalles. It was wonderful because as Pilgrims would come in they would say, ¨please, let me buy you a Sprite to stay well¨ and gave me updates of when they had last seen Emily and Dianna. Emily had a wonderful adventure too as she overcame a huge peak of the walk and was able to do some meditation for the road.
The community we have, whether it is through the blisters and stench we share, or the smiles we exchange, is incredible. But what has been most interesting to me is that we travel with many who are so lost, looking for purpose at 40 and 50 and 60. I am so thankful to have a purpose, a foundation to grow from now. I found myself at first apologizing for my faith or confidence in my future. Not lasting long, I now just love and give what kindness I can (even though I too am learning A LOT).
So physically, we are doing good. We hurt by the end of the day but love the exhilaration of the accomplishment. And by the way, Em and I have decided that we are tough. Together, we are really a good team. Jerry (Em´s dad) has certainly rubbbed off on his daughter, as she plans EVERYTHING, which has kept us well-prepared. And I have suprised myself by being the relaxed one, which suits me better and I hope that I can continue the trend upon my return.
We have fallen (ok, so just Emily has fallen-ha!) but getting back up or getting over a peak that looked impossible is a fantastic reward. I have learned so much about where I am headed and we have merely begun the journey. God is teaching me to not fear trusting in something bigger than what I can control or conceive, to finish well and worship in even small opportunities. Emily is learning to love herself more--to see herself as beautiful, like we all do.
We love you all. We are doing well--no, GREAT! We will continue to depend on your prayers for safety and mental endurance. Just as a few last details, it is raining and a bit cold. The hostels are clean and we love the fellowship. Our clothes will not fit for much longer as we feel like we are melting away...please look forward to our nude pictures on the beach in Porto (just kidding dad!!).
Ok, time for sleep...it´s 8pm.
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Hey Ems-
Your sweet mama sent your blogger page to me. I know that we have facebook, but I thought I would add this one also. Sounds that y'all are having fun, but trying at times. I pray the Lord's protection as y'all trek your way through y'alls adventure. Take care and Love you ;) Katherine
All I can say is "WOW" - the adventure has certainly started!
I am so proud of you, girls. Nik, I got a good mental picture of the situation.Bless you both!
Be sure to drink as much water as you can and rest when needed.
Hang in there and know we are all clapping for you!
Peace,
Momma Sara
Hi Nikki,
I'm going to give this another try... blogging that is. Last night I saw bullfighters in the ring with the bulls & I believe it was Barcelona, Spain. Actually, not sure if they were bullfighters. Each "bulljumper" had no cape, but would flip ... i n t h e air over the bulls that had very long horns. Now I don't want to see you two doing that. YOur fellow pilgrims sound very interesting. Here I am 60+ and it hurts me that so many people 40+ are struggling and looking for God. He so desires to let them know He is right there. I love the passage of Deut. 33:27 where it says, "The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the (or HIS) everlasting arms. Love you little one. Melva
Hey Baby girls who are rapidly changing into awesome women...it is amazing already. Who would have thought your trip together would send you on separate roads so soon. Again, I am very proud of you both and pray daily for stamina, blisters, hydration, and insight. Hang in there girls...I think it will get easier every day. Love you,
MoM
Nikki,
I am so proud of what you & Ems are doing. May the Lord bless you & keep you both safe & well along the way. I love reading your blogs. Our Sunday School is also keeping yall in their prayers. What 2 amazing young women doing what the Lord is asking of them.
Love,
Aunt Deb
Nik, I love it!! and you, of course -- I am praying for all of your physical and spiritual needs, but also for the grace of living in the present! You are on a journey that will color a great portion of your life and you will never be the same!! HOW GREAT IS THAT!!! I pray that you will soak it all in and cease to think about the past or the future -- living in the present -- that's where the true grace is... for it's all we know we have for sure!! I miss you already.... Please pray for me on your journey... love ya! Joanna (Is 43:1-7)
WOW!! You girls are amazing! Although your journey has just began, I know y'all can endure anything. Not only do I know how strong you are....your faith, humility and love emits through your stories. Thanks for sharing. You both are in my prayers....have fun while experiencing life's adventures.
Love ya Nik.
What a great journey! Nik - I am so thankful that you are okay... nothing more miserable than what you described. Em - you are so strong and I am so thankful for you. As always...y'all are in my prayers and I love you two mucho.
~Sherri
Emily, now that I know where to find you, I'll be following your every post! Please know that there are many of us who have loved and admired you for years, and we are praying for your constant safety and blessings of this journey. Look up some night....you'll see the same stars we're looking at....and we're thinking of and praying for you!
Hugs,
Mz V
Hey Ladies
You are on an amazing quest. Em, I love you and your thirst for life and adventure. Nikki I look forward to meeting you someday.
Viya con Dios.
Donna R
Nikki
I have just now figured out how to write a comment on this from my first one. You know your Aunt can be Challenged....I love and miss you and cannot wait to see you and prayer for you and Emily... You girls rock! Love,Aunt Cindi
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